Just a bit of an update on my novel-writing for NaNoWriMo. I’m finding that after my initial burst of “let’s go!”, I’ve slowed down tremendously. It’s November 3, and Google Docs is telling me that I’ve only written 2180 words. That’s certainly far more than I’ve ever written in the past when trying to write a novel, but I’m going to have to pick up the pace.
I know what’s happening, too. When I first started writing, I was in “full speed ahead!” mode. Now that I’ve written a bit, the analytical bit of my brain is trying to take over. It’s saying as I write: ehh, no, that’s not quite right. No, that could be better. What’s the backstory for that? Why would that character do that? These are all very good things to be experiencing while writing, but doing so and listening to this mental banter while writing for NaNoWriMo isn’t the time or place. I need to keep this bit from the NaNoWriMo About page in mind:
Because of the limited writing window, the ONLY thing that matters in NaNoWriMo is output. It’s all about quantity, not quality. The kamikaze approach forces you to lower your expectations, take risks, and write on the fly.
Make no mistake: You will be writing a lot of crap. And that’s a good thing. By forcing yourself to write so intensely, you are giving yourself permission to make mistakes. To forgo the endless tweaking and editing and just create. To build without tearing down.
My brain is definitely trying to kick in and make me start tweaking, editing, and ultimately, tearing down and rebuilding various passages. I can’t do this, or I’ll never make the deadline of 50,000 words by the end of the month. After a quick looksie at Windows Calculator, from this point forward, I need to be writing an average of 1850 words per day, every day. It’s time to tell my analytical brain to piss off, and start writing with wreckless abandon. Wish me luck!

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November 3, 2006 at 5:45 pm
Brendan
Good luck.
If there is one thing I’ve found that calms the innate desire to tweak, fix and fuss with the written word, it’s music.
Find something you love, turn it up as loud as you can handle and then just let rip.
November 3, 2006 at 5:52 pm
Zeitlos
Just keep on writing! Don’t think about it too much. Even if you end up with a lot of pages of crap you might end up with the framework for a really, really good novel. I believe you can do that.
November 3, 2006 at 5:55 pm
Josh
Thanks for the support, you two.
Brendan: Thanks for the suggestion, I’ll give that a try. Maybe I can drown out my subsconscious nitpicker.
Zeitlos: Very true. That’s actually something I’ve been considering.
Even if half of it’s crap, that’ll still leave me with a little under 100 pages of “stuff that could be good with lots of tweaking”.
By the way, I think you should give NaNoWriMo a whirl.
Where you read so much, I think you’d be a great novelist.
November 3, 2006 at 6:18 pm
Brendan
Several studies have shown that music tends to occupy the parts of the brain responsible for cognitive thought.
By keeping one’s consciousness busy, it’s easier to tap into subconscious and creative thought.
It’s also a great way to mellow out.
November 3, 2006 at 6:53 pm
Josh
Brendan: Thanks for the mini-lesson. That’s pretty cool.
November 3, 2006 at 8:24 pm
david
Good Luck.
Keep going. A friend of mine repeats a particular line from the original Star Trek series when he gets stuck. It goes some thing like ‘You must return Spock’s brain’ with strong emphasis on ‘must’. Then say ‘I must write more’repeatedly. However, my preferred method is a large glass of Jamesons followed by another one if I am still stuck. Usually works and whatever you write seems to make a lot more sense.
November 3, 2006 at 8:49 pm
Josh
Thanks, David!
I’ll give those a try, at least the “I must write more” bit. I get a bit beyond silly after having a few drinks, and then very sleepy, and I doubt I’ll get much writing down if I’m snoring.